The journey began with "Ode to Joy," and my whole being seemed to flow into perfect peace. Soon I was listening to the tape, and began the journey back to my mother's womb, to my grandmother's womb, to my great-grandmother's womb. Time lost its meaning. Faces from the family of man appeared and disappeared. A new wave of light moved in and and faces of men were living among the beasts: there were dolphins and fish and tigers and penguins and every living creature, and they were all born from the same womb. We were living in the garden of Eden, and life was green and lush and warm and simple.

I asked to see the first day of creation, and there was nothing to see. I was moving into something like a black hole, and life took on meaning in another dimension. I was far away, and felt a wave of alienation and fear. My mind made an attempt to take back control, but I knew it and was able to let go. The fear went away, and I was traveling back through the black hole. I seemed to experience death, and it was remarkably peaceful. The beings on the other side of death were radiating perfect love.

I walked through the door of my block and found myself in another garden. I moved so quickly, past faces and places and things. This part of the journey seems foggy. I remember faces and so many people. The people were all struggling for love and salvation, and many of them were in pain. I felt my body and their bodies hanging from the cross. The light fell upon us, and we moved into perfect love.

Their bodies began to move up in a circle and they were all saved. Then new faces would appear, and it would begin again. It seemed as if God held me away from them so I could see the cycle.

I saw all the faces in pain being touched by the hand of God, and the pain was transformed into perfect love. M stood up from her rock and began to walk around. Her compassion poured over me, and I recognized myself, and the "stuff" of the universes became perfect love. M began to tell me stories but I didn't quite understand them. Then I was sprinkled with dust and light, and began to wake up.

Later, same day: I was born again out of the Mother Star, and everywhere there was light. An Angel appeared in the company of doves and a pegasus, and they guided me through all the universes. We traveled through a host of paradises: there were great clouds and an array of energies. Our trip followed the great light of love. We went through vast tunnels, and seemed to explode into new universes. They carried me into my mother's womb and I began to take residence in my body. The womb was filled with holy water, and it absorbed some of my memory. I still knew the angels and doves, but couldn't recognize my being. The light of love was shining through the "stuff" of all the universes.

I am preparing to express my life on earth. I am home again and reunited with creation. And with all of this I feel there is so much more to be revealed.

Second session, one month later the journey fell through my being as quietly as a gentle sunrise. At first it was delightful to melt into and travel through a blue, blue sky, and then oceans and forests and black skies. In a sudden, gentle flash my being surged with power, and I was resting in a lotus blossom. The blossom was drifting in a lovely pool of water. A gentle wind began to carry the entire scene into a circle, and soon "we" were whirling into light. The patterns of the light spoke to me, and I was filled with a language of no words. Another quiet flash and another wave of energy so intense that all the stuff of the universe became one magnificent light of love...and it fell through every level of awareness. This was the miracle of faith.

The energy lifted my eyes into the room and moved my body into a sitting position. The power of love was waking to every level of life. The confidence of love poured through every cell of my body, mind, and heart. My mouth began to speak though my heart: words weren't necessary, so I began to follow the commands of the language without words. A divine voice was giving me directions, and I was one with it. The energy slowly lessened, and I became like a child.

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